Actually, I'm just tired doing some romantic things, write or everything else. So I was a romantic person but not now.Have you ever know about fiction?

A Picture of Us

A picture make me realize, we have been together since the first time we meet in this city. As classmates and soon to be partner in crime. In this last few years, we've so many problems in each other. I know we didn't have a perfect friendship, like friendship should have, but they are more than a precious part for me. We talk behind each other or yes we have some fight, but I realize those smiles on that picture are really valuable. We spend our time together sometimes, in a short holiday or just looking around this city. By the time we have a busy year we must past the research, internship and then KKN it's makes us increasingly hard to meet. Now we  like a people who doesn't have a good memory each other, just like we never smiles on that picture or other pictures we taken. Every bad even worse we've been passed, and no matter what there is no ex for friends. We are friends as you can see from the first time.

trapped

rasanya baru kemaren abis dari toilet sekolah di hari baju bebas waktu dress hello kitty pink gue dengan manisnya nyangkut. ga taunya itu cuma rasanya. 

gue ga terjebak secara fisik hanya terjebak secara biologis. 

lihat foto temen-temen yang beranjak dewasa dan memulai hidup baru dengan orang lain dan berhasil membuahkan hasil.

gue ga galau, ga tau gue belum kepikiran aja sampe situ. kali ini gue ga terjebak secara biologis.

masuk ke teddy house atau toys shop.

kayaknya di sini gue terjebak secara fisik dan biologis.soalnya pramuniaga-nya manggil gue kakak bukan adek. "cari yang mana, kak?"

A note for G

Saat ini hari cukup cerah, sore dengan siang tadi yang tidak terik. Memandangi bunga geranium di sudut ruang mengingatkan aku dengan suatu malam di toko roti, ketika kami menyusun rencana antara aku dan mereka. Mungkin aku kurang mengenal dirinya dibanding mereka yang lain, tetapi aku  rasa cukup mudah mengetahui dirinya.

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G, ketika aku menuliskan ini pemutar cakram-ku menyenandungkan suara sengau Julian Casablancas, aku tahu rasanya lagu itu tepat untukmu saat ini. G, ketika jantung adalah pusat dari semua hidupmu dan jantungmu tidak sekuat organ lainnya nyatanya kamu sanggup membuat semua orang disekitarmu selalu tertawa. G, diantara mereka rasanya aku tidak pernah mendengar mengenai keburukanmu, tidak seperti yang lain, tidak seperti semak belukar yang lain maksudku. Aku selalu mengingat kisah semak belukar dan cacing juga kisah petani ketika mereka berada di dataran tinggi, namun kisahmu dengan cacing-cacing dimanapun aku tidak pernah dengar. Yang pernah aku dengar adalah bagaimana kamu menjaga semuanya tetap baik.

G, aku tidak tahu harus bagaimana. Aku tidak pernah tahu adakah istilah mantan sahabat? G, kamu bukanlah orang yang lemah. Ini bukan fisikmu, bukan jantungmu. Bahkan aku merasa kamu adalah orang terkuat. G, aku yakin kamu selalu bisa melewati semuanya. Bahkan untuk kali ini.

Don't be sad, won't ever happen like this anymore
So when's it coming? This life's new great movement that I can join
It won't end here, your faith has got to be greater than your fear
Forgive them even if they are not sorry

Lekas sembuh dari semuanya G!

Me, The Perishers, Bed room, Saturday

So today we called Saturday, and it's too early too open my eyes. But yeah I'm already woke up, suddenly I thought about The Perishers an indie pop band (sometimes indie rock, yeah depend on people judgmental xp) from Sweden. In my opinion from my bed room, The Perishers sure is a pretty cure for me (and maybe you) when you need to feel like hmmm you just want to stay in your private room alone with your fantasy, I mean on the positive fantasy (such like imagine when you flying with the hot air balloon through the Pacific). Anyway, this is my favorite song from them.

there's nothing like you and I

My Senor Saguaro

Senor Saguaro was an fictional character on Jerry Spinelli's novels Stargirl and Love,Stargirl. That was my favourite novel, the first novel (Stargirl)

Owl

how to become famous as famous as an owl?

(noted: owl is  famous and trendy creature on this few years; for the simple meaning can I said if owl is a mainstream creature?  )


insomnia
because an owl is nocturnal creature.

watch and hear this and you already famous as famous as the cute owl