So today, yes today! I finally know, what I should do, where I should be, and what I want to be. After I always and always hard to make a decision about that. Once again, the universe never give you (me) a wrong signal. As I came today for interview for programming position on mnc, which later they direct me to creative or writer (that's the hardest instant decision for today). Then I choose writer. I love being in creative (as probably you know what I am) and so writer (no doubt :P), but sadly and frankly you know what is my background (in education), the two very different things. They asked to me about after effect, and I said I don't really sure can use that as a professional. Then I choose writer instead of creative. And surprise! when they gave me the paper I literary don't know to wrote, panic attack and brain freeze! I love writing, but that was different thing. In fact I'm not preparing myself as a script writer, and I think because of today i know the job description of script writer. Poor me!
Then I have dinner with my friend today after interview because he work on the same company, then I told to him about what happen on me today. The very unexpected thing in a good way. He works on production department and he said to me about the "there's no me time", then he said that's a good choice for me. I don't wanna people judge me from what education I took before, and today for the first time I really feel they don't judge me from that. As I wrote about this a long time ago...my friend said to me:
"talenta kan ga semua orang punya. dan gue mau bertanggung jawab sama yang udah di kasih Allah"
So, about today... I came, I saw. And I waiting for the victory. Today is an unexpected gift for me, like when you got your favourite docmart, or whatever fabulous. About today, whatever the result, I should be thankful. To make my mind clear. I came, I saw, and always try to reach the victory.
