my friend is getting married *o*

hey dear, guess what, my friend is getting married whoa! her name is Ayu, she is my classmate in college. oh my GOD! i cant believe that, but yeah i've seen the invitation, congratulation Ayu!
she is 19 years old (same like me), but when i see her, she is look mature, she looks -keibuan- (not like me LOL).
this 10th of april she will held the 'akad nikah' and on the 11st of april she will held the reception. i think she is my first friend who getting married :) for me mmm... i dont think about that right now ;p, right i just think how i can makes my parents happy with my study i will give my best point to them :), then later when i've graduated i'll be the successfull woman, i will be a dietitian :D, not only a successfull dietiten but also i'll be the successfull entrepreneur or entertainer hahaha.
once again, CONGRATULATION TO AYU:)

about video blog

hey as soon as possible i'll upload my video (video blog), i used my phone and some software which can convert from 3gp to the avi/mpeg format, then i used some software to editing my video too. it's simple i just used my 2 mp phone's camera, some software from dvdvideosoft.com, windows movie maker, vaio movie maker and windows live movie maker. it's so fun :D, i don't using handycam because i don't bring my mine here and because sometimes i'll reported to you a spontaneous video i hope you enjoy that :)

xoxo

sonia prameswari

BESOK UAN SMA

waaaaaah ga nyangka udah lewat 2 taun yang lalu aja, 2 taun yang lalu gue, dan a whole of my (school) friends sibuk belajar buat un (ah yang bener?). ga nyangka banget waktu jalan cepeeeet banget! sumpah, kayaknya baru kemaren gitu gue ribut2 soal UAN, kayaknya baru kemaren jam 9 pagi pak pos ngirim surat lulus UAN ke rumah gue! astaga waktu bener2 berjalan cepet banget! saat ini gue di jogja! HEY JOGJA! gue udah kuliah! K-U-L-I-A-H!! ya ampun perasaan baru kemaren ngimpiin sama anak2 kalo kita nanti kuliah di jogja barengan (sadly,cuma gue sama cuki yang di jogja -___-) gila meeeeen! sumpah gue shock beneran loh!
besok ade gue UAN! doain ya semoga sukses! semoga setidaknya adek gue minimal bisa ikut jejak gue AMIN!

XOXO

sonia prameswari

o yeah mmm what is?

and i have a question, what is love?
"Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end."

i dont believe in love, yeah im sure, that because: its just a word. i think and feel that was so creepy. im a girl a sweet girl but dont believe in love hahahaarrr. is it an important thing? i think no. i can write: i love my bf (for e.g), then i asked what love is? somebody can answer this?

love instantly makes you happy and instantly makes you sad,someone die because that (that was horrible!). straight to the point love is just a bullshit LOL. hmmm yeah, let me explain that before you hit me ;p!


1. last week my bff said that she love her bf, then now i saw her walk together with the other boy. oh shark eat me!

2. its a terrible story i guess: i was read in an article there are a girl who had bruises in her arms (yeah in both), that scar,the bruises scar is from her lovely bf...woohoo! yeah so fukk! in a saturday morning they had a 'little quarel', her bf give that gift to her, but i forget the full story, hehe im so sorry! but this girl pass-over that, and they're still together. her bf said, that he do that because he love that girl. YOU ARE SO RAWWWWWWK DUDE!

3.chrissy was wrote: "....i used to look up to that love" (but i love chrissy ROFL!)

so tell me tell me tell me! what is love!

they said...

"One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love." - Sophocles

"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Erica Jong

"Sometimes love is stronger than a man's convictions." - Isaac Bashevis Singer

"Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes

"Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it." - Robert Mitchum

"Love stretches your heart and makes you big inside." - Margaret Walker

xoxo
sonia prameswari

sedikit curhat

sedikit mau berkata kata apapun yang udah dia lakuin sama gue, gue tetep ga bisa ngerubah keputusan gue untuk tetep sayang sama dia.

Q: emg dia lakuin apaan?

A: ga ngapa2in, biar agak dramatic aja LOL. kalo singkatnya gue cuma mau bilang i love him hehe.

itu intermezo...

urusan kuliah gue sih ga ada masalah, thanks god semuanya lancar, urusan keuangan sih ga masalah juga asalkan gue ga di bawa ke toko sepatu aaaaaarrrrrggghh i mad about shoes, gue tiap bulan bisa abisin 1/4 uang jajan gue buat sepatu,1/8 lagi buat boneka teddy bear,1/8 buat barang2 ga terdeskripsi haha, dan sisanya emang yang dipake sama gue sewajarnya (buat makan dll). sampai saat ini gue masih ga bisa bener2 100% merasa bahwa jogja berhati nyaman (kalo ga salah itu slogan kota jogja), ada aja yang ngebuat gue muak, bukan urusan kuliah atau nilai kuliah, gue bersyukur gue bisa menjangkau itu semua dan gue puas walaupun gue masih belom puas (namanya juga manusia ga pernah puas) sama hasilnya, tapi gue bersyukur dengan itu semua.

gue ngerasa kalo cuki dan ipang saja tidak cukup untuk menghadirkan suasana homy hihihi bukannya gitu maksud gue, gue kangennn kangen kangen kangen sama tangerang dan isinya, gue kangen mama papa ade gue, dan juga sahabat2 gue di sana. gue kangen dengan citarasa persahabatan a la elektra, gue kangen dengan aroma persahabatan gue dengan nysa as known as icha, dan gue kangen dengan rengkuhan persahabatan gue dengan semua sahabat yang ga bisa gue sebutin satu per satu di sana I LOVE YOU GUYS!

di sini terlalu rumit, terlalu rumit untuk dimengerti, hampir di semua artikel majalah lokal maupun luar ataupun artikel di internet yang gue baca gue cuma bisa menyimpulkan:

sejauh apapun kita sekarang, bahkan komunikasi kita ga lancar, tapi gue ngerasa tenang dan nyaman ketika gue bisa tau kabar kalian. sejauh apapun kita,meskipun komunikasi yang susah dijalani di hati gue, di otak gue cuma ada kalian yang bisa buat gue senyum ketika gue sedih, ketika gue ingin tertawa gue hanya ingin ketawa lepas sama kalian, gue kangen sahabat yang apa adanya kayak kalian, sahabat yang simpel namun berarti dan mendalam, yang simpel tapi benangnya kuat dan ga bisa putus. gue mau sahabat yang kayak gitu, gue pengen banget :(

gue harap as soon as possible walaupun kalian ga akan pernah terganti gue bisa dapet sahabat yang kayak kalian semua, saya sayang kalian sekali :)